Sooo…. he loves me too. I never expected this. I mean, I had a thing for this guy for a couple years. I’ve known him that long as well. When everything started it was supposed to be nothing more then sex. Then one night he told me he was “falling” for me and I told him I was “falling” for him. The more time I spent with him the harder I fell. It’s not about sex at all with me anymore. I’m happy just being in his presence now. I’m honestly in love with him. All I want is to be with him. I want to be his. I’m happy with him. I hope this lasts. I hope he is not just another person who leaves me alone.
This is awkward. Why am I so awkward.
Omg he knows! he fucking knows! ugh kill me please. why am I so awkward lol
Please be careful with me. Sometimes I just get sad and I don’t know why. I’m sorry.
I hate being a sensitive person. I feel the slightest change in people. Something is wrong. I wish I could say something. I could. But I’d get rejected. I’m so scared.I wish I was numb again. Maybe I should be numb again and see what happens.